Monday, July 12, 2010

the storm before the silence and the hard work before the fun

nowadays, life feels like a day before a big race, only that each day feels like this. the anxiety and waiting, the fear of failure and want for triumphant, the desperation to race ahead of everyone and the desperation for the feel of the victory smile.

i am not suggesting there is anything amiss in my life at the moment but there is this strange sort of a wait for something to happen and i cannot clearly understand what! i am living each day waiting for the next but not being unhappy or dissatisfied.

there is a longing for something but cannot point it out. it feels like the storm before the silence and the hard work before the fun.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hmm interesting !! i guess u waiting to get rewarded for the hard work as well as wanting to keep giving it ur best shot !! Something big is definitely in store for you .!! god bless..

Namrata said...

thank u mr/ms anonymous! :)

Shradha said...

Well.. probably you aren't waiting for just one thing to happen.. and this anxiety is bcz you are subconsciously awaiting a lot of things.. like you are waiting to meet someone, you are trying to know what more you want, what next to do in life and lot of such tiny curiosities.. Don't Worry.. its all for good! positive anxieties m sure!